Wednesday, July 16, 2008

Clever - Less.

Wednesday at work is out of the way, (4 out of the 6 naughty ones where away today - we did experiments on surface tension for science, aerobics for daily fitness, used "paint" in the computer lab to airbrush pictures of fruit and veg' and other healthy food choices, figured masses of double digit subtractions... all without so much as an interruption. If only it was like that every week.) so now it's time to ramp up the party preparations. I want to make all sorts of food, that kind of has to be left to the last minute though. I've planned activities, with jumbo chalk, squirty bottles, bubble blowing, duplo in the tent, play doh, dressing up, face painting, Izzy's going to staple lollies to an old shirt and have the kids chase him around, then we've got the tramp' and the sandpit etc. I think I've invited too many people and if it rains (like it has been for the last four days I'm totally focaccia-ed!

I think my milk supply has pretty much dried up. Bub goes from one to the other going "Nat ones not workin', other one Mum. Nuh, that ones broken, other one.." I'm like "I've only got TWO!" Then he laughs and counts on his fingers "One, two, eight.."

I'm totally pissed off at Greg. I want to call him all sorts of names right now, all the worst ones. I fkn hate him sometimes. Izzy's been fighting back tears all afternoon, ever since we dropped his Dad off, not to be seen for another friggin' eternity probably, so I asked Greg to show some sensitivity and not to say anything mean to him (friggin' common occurrence.. GRRRUHGH), or upset him further, explaining that he was feeling pretty fragile (he's so neandathal I had to explain to him WHY he was upset when Greg KNEW we'd just gone down to drop Paul off at the bus station, idiot.) Within the hour he tore into Izzy about not feeding the chickens, when I'd only just reminded him myself that he has responsibilities around the place, especially for the animals. But Greg got totally stupid about it raising his voice and carrying on like a toolhead with this totally weird angle, "Whose idea was it to get those ducks Izzy. And who paid for those chickens hey?" ??? WTF!! We all know that we ALL wanted some poultry. And Izzy looks after them in one way or another every bloody day - sometimes he just needs reminding. He was a total arsehole about it and had Izzy bawling in about 1 minute, shouting "I hate you Greg!! I wanna go and live with my Dad!!!". Just the very thing I asked him to help me avoid. Prick. I've always had issues with the way he interacts with Izzy, and he's so wonderful with Anakin that it further highlights what a c*nt he can be to Iz. It's hard to be the Mum of two kids with different fathers. The shit I've got to put up with..

I was getting a bit clucky too (totally out of character for me) with all the talk of dressing up little girls and stuff. Well he sure put a stop to that feeling!

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

I hope it dries out for your party, it sounds like it's going to be a lot of fun.

The other stuff with Izzy and Greg doesn't sound like fun. Hopefully that all clears up soon.

Averil said...

LOL at this:

I think my milk supply has pretty much dried up. Bub goes from one to the other going "Nat ones not workin', other one Mum. Nuh, that ones broken, other one.." I'm like "I've only got TWO!" Then he laughs and counts on his fingers "One, two, eight.."

xx Averil

Anonymous said...

Am Communist Party wrote a book, "We will never surrender" (named = but historical analysis of old austria hungary, was sold in few copies)

Completion

We can not survive without neoliberalism (am project = information, force, its own responsibility, etc).
Sex, violence and work.
Then, it is the Jewish question - many Jews in the labour movement (selling in intellectual solutions that kommunistpacket today "mass empty words without substance").
The same mentality today = perhaps that nature is moving towards eradication. The control of some media - and similar organizations.
The Devil's people (easy on eliminating).

Count 1 million times
What gave nybyggaranda etc

Spider, which can kill judgement

It was a jew girl who now is named Rebecca Lord
She was not horny, but well on the crafty manipulation of others (Rebecca mata hari).
She was fitted and dejected, but one day she committed suicide.
Then came a klumpedunsröv from israeli higher uni, Haifa, and would learn empiricism but then struck schizopartikeln to, and it scratched at the robber and he pulled out a hemorojd
it was shown to contain a worm that later destroyed a large part of the human world

it was late in the history books
astroillium israelis

particle =
nervous system has, of course, new data on databasförmåga (activates when the schizophrenia of us)
Tex send nano-robots and religious cultural context and play on (socialpsykologi) and then endanger humanity
threat to humanity


when you sit in a solitary confinement (by 1000 mdr who really would gone to the West-am project) and attackhund who rapes and våldsmusik

Chinese-Chinese person who he said
now gaining ground, we manchuriet
so hästarmén who was genklonad
and sold his Old Norse kýr
it turned out later that he was a little underestimated
so it impoterade a cow

(vv spread on)







It was a jew girl who now is named Rebecca Lord
She was not horny, but well on the crafty manipulation of others (Rebecca mata hari).
She was fitted and dejected, but one day she committed suicide.
Then came a klumpedunsröv from israeli higher uni, Haifa, and would learn empiricism but then struck schizopartikeln to, and it scratched at the robber and he pulled out a hemorojd
it was shown to contain a worm that later destroyed a large part of the human world

it was late in the history books
astroillium israelis



ang = heritage we should manage the cultural knowledge of tex Christians empirical work (ulf danielssons book, for example, if himlakroppars and movement in time = reading of), eng sailors and red blodslinjen and aliens tracks (from konstantin to Mayan and here and there)
Tolkiens brilliance (prekognition ww1 about what he would write)



ang psy warfare (old back)
nothing of the skringra china (put the death knell)
coasts = shut
small nanokapslar the kobröstmjölk that judgement would like to sell to us



Am Communist Party wrote a book, "We will never surrender" (named = but historical analysis of old austria hungary, was sold in few copies)

Completion

We can not survive without neoliberalism (am project = information, force, its own responsibility, etc).
Sex, violence and work.
Then, it is the Jewish question - many Jews in the labour movement (selling in intellectual solutions that kommunistpacket today "mass empty words without substance").
The same mentality today = perhaps that nature is moving towards eradication. The control of some media - and similar organizations.
The Devil's people (easy on eliminating).

Count 1 million times
What gave nybyggaranda etc

Spider, which can kill judgement

It was a jew girl who now is named Rebecca Lord
She was not horny, but well on the crafty manipulation of others (Rebecca mata hari).
She was fitted and dejected, but one day she committed suicide.
Then came a klumpedunsröv from israeli higher uni, Haifa, and would learn empiricism but then struck schizopartikeln to, and it scratched at the robber and he pulled out a hemorojd
it was shown to contain a worm that later destroyed a large part of the human world

it was late in the history books
astroillium israelis

particle =
nervous system has, of course, new data on databasförmåga (activates when the schizophrenia of us)
Tex send nano-robots and religious cultural context and play on (socialpsykologi) and then endanger humanity
threat to humanity


when you sit in a solitary confinement (by 1000 mdr who really would gone to the West-am project) and attackhund who rapes and våldsmusik

Chinese-Chinese person who he said
now gaining ground, we manchuriet
so hästarmén who was genklonad
and sold his Old Norse kýr
it turned out later that he was a little underestimated
so it impoterade a cow

(vv spread on)


mkt skitsex o sånt

a golem full of shit, which is then formed itself as a dildo (an Israeli invention from 1934, Hitler who bought it and then he gave the president himalaysiska a car in which there were 20 such in the tailgate)
He had, after all, a dvärgchaufför and saw a black spökfigur run around under the Pope


http://strikeforcevetansvarreligionen.blogspot.com/


http://juridiskaresonemang.blogspot.com/